In check

 
     
    I am constantly running it through my head how we are going to deal with this upcoming deployment, so much to where it is always in my head. But after today I have put myself into check. I wonder why it takes hearing someone else's story to make me realize this is just a minor thing.  I know it is human nature to think our situations are way worse than they really are. I should prob count my blessing a little more instead of worrying about whats ahead.
     I am truly inspired by the strength people have, and often wonder if I could ever be that strong in there situation. I often crumble when it comes to my family, as I am sure everyone else does to. But the bigger picture is that I have to keep myself in check. I feel as if I am suppose to hear some peoples stories to make me put myself back into check. And understand not to consume my self with my worries and fears.
    A doctor once told me that nothing is small when it comes to your children and that really hit home with me. I look way into everything when it comes to my girls. I freak out over runny noses and coughs. And even yeah Jazi pooping :) Weird I know.This really makes me sad that I am often this way. I tell myself to not over look the fact that my girls are healthy.
     I guess the reason for this blog is that someone would any day trade places, to just have a minor situation. Don't over look your blessings.