This week has been a challenge but I have learned a few things about myself. First I am stronger than I give my self credit for. Me and the girls have our routine and are ok here. However I hate being home with out my husband being here. The house is so quiet. I miss the company after I put the girls to bed. So needless to say I could never willingly be away from him. No matter where that means he has to go. I always say pick your partner wisely, not someone you can just parent with. Because when its all said and done the kids grow up and leave you. And then its just you and him. So for now we put all of our focus on the girls cause eventually they will leave us..So Jason and I will have our time again soon.
Something else about me, I hate asking for others help. No matter what that may be. Juliana caught a small stomach bug and of course my pedilayte was expired go figure. I usually stock up pretty well on stuff so I don't have to take both the girls to get something small. But I sucked it up and called a neighbor to bring me some. This is something I hate doing I don't even like having to ask Jason to do anything. I guess I am a control freak.
So this has been a interesting week for us, we have had a fun week with just me and the girls. Stayed busy to keep from missing daddy to much. So all in all.. its been a good test. I am strong and have to remember that when I want to break down. Also that I truly love my husband and hate being away from him. I am proud of myself for picking such a good partner in life. And I need to tell myself its ok to ask sometimes.. especially for pedialyte cause you kid is sick that is ok. I would do that for a friend in a second. I am truly lucky to have these great people around me.
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